{"id":1068,"date":"2010-03-14T00:23:53","date_gmt":"2010-03-14T08:23:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=1068"},"modified":"2010-03-14T00:23:53","modified_gmt":"2010-03-14T08:23:53","slug":"wtf","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/2010\/03\/14\/wtf\/","title":{"rendered":"wtf"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Why are you defensive when I tell you how I feel? Why do you act like I&#8217;m asking something [unreasonable] of you when I tell you how I feel? Why do I feel like I was supposed to pretend to not really feel if I wanted to keep you?<\/p>\n<p>Among other things, I&#8217;ll spend two hours tomorrow with five others cooking 350 meals, 300 for SA and 50 for ARC (including ourselves) as training. Those numbers feel insane, but considering what&#8217;s accomplished in actual disasters, it&#8217;s pretty reasonable. It looks like I convinced another person to join ARC though, yay!<\/p>\n<p>Larry and Lesli&#8217;s wedding was amazing, those kids are wonderful. Unfortunately, it sort of exemplifies feelings of dishonesty inside. I&#8217;m so tired of that, it just makes me feel like I should be robo-tarded to just feel normal.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Why are you defensive when I tell you how I feel? Why do you act like I&#8217;m asking something [unreasonable] of you when I tell you how I feel? Why do I feel like I was supposed to pretend to not really feel if I wanted to keep you? Among other things, I&#8217;ll spend two [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1068"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1068"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1068\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1069,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1068\/revisions\/1069"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1068"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1068"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1068"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}