{"id":1097,"date":"2010-04-04T19:37:19","date_gmt":"2010-04-05T03:37:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=1097"},"modified":"2010-04-04T19:37:19","modified_gmt":"2010-04-05T03:37:19","slug":"tides-of-change","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/2010\/04\/04\/tides-of-change\/","title":{"rendered":"tides of change"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I know I&#8217;ve written about this before, but I&#8217;m pretty sure it was in an email to M the last time we were talking. <\/p>\n<p>I walk into my room and I have two laptops on my bed. Why do I need two laptops, let alone in bed? I have lots of reasons, but they&#8217;re technical opinions and aren&#8217;t all that interesting. Anyway, I see this and think about how much of a dork I am. Then I remember I just racked up a fixed gear bike in a garage filled with a few others of mine, and how I just spent two days biking around the city for fun with friends. Because I&#8217;ve had this conversation with myself before, I recognize this thought pattern and remember that I&#8217;m not any one thing. My identity isn&#8217;t tied to any one group, and the older I get the further the lines blur together.<\/p>\n<p>This weekend was exhausting, surely partially physically, but I had enough. I can&#8217;t decide if I should be waiting or moving on anymore.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I know I&#8217;ve written about this before, but I&#8217;m pretty sure it was in an email to M the last time we were talking. I walk into my room and I have two laptops on my bed. Why do I need two laptops, let alone in bed? I have lots of reasons, but they&#8217;re technical [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1097"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1097"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1097\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1098,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1097\/revisions\/1098"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1097"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1097"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1097"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}