{"id":1129,"date":"2010-04-18T01:03:48","date_gmt":"2010-04-18T09:03:48","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=1129"},"modified":"2010-04-18T01:03:48","modified_gmt":"2010-04-18T09:03:48","slug":"intolerable-itching","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/2010\/04\/18\/intolerable-itching\/","title":{"rendered":"intolerable itching"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m terrible at telling when I&#8217;m over-stressed. I&#8217;ve started using my emotional vulnerability as an indicator and initiated a multi-faceted plan on Monday to get more sleep. It&#8217;s amazing in retrospect to look at all the battles I was fighting without realizing them. From another angle, just as I find peoples actions when they are drunk to be interesting indicators of their personality, it&#8217;s interesting to consider what is important to me when I just can&#8217;t fight any longer. It is an amazing acknowledgement of my resilience that I&#8217;ve been managing so well and so productively despite these stressors for almost a year now.<\/p>\n<p>Word on the street is that the mayor is coming to visit one of my projects tomorrow. Also, Friday I met with some management types in PDX about starting a Seattle edition of the companie&#8217;s community involvement committee. These two events mark significant milestones. I&#8217;m unconvinced I have the time resources to take all of my plans to their proper fruition, but I&#8217;m glad they&#8217;re moving along.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m convincing myself to spend some money and take some vacation this summer. Some of the prospects are exciting, which is what is important. I need to be excited.<\/p>\n<p>I have long lists of things to do right now, but I&#8217;m tired and uncomfortable. If I can&#8217;t read I&#8217;ll watch a movie or something.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m terrible at telling when I&#8217;m over-stressed. I&#8217;ve started using my emotional vulnerability as an indicator and initiated a multi-faceted plan on Monday to get more sleep. It&#8217;s amazing in retrospect to look at all the battles I was fighting without realizing them. From another angle, just as I find peoples actions when they are [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1129"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1129"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1129\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1131,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1129\/revisions\/1131"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1129"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1129"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1129"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}