{"id":1146,"date":"2010-04-26T01:23:21","date_gmt":"2010-04-26T09:23:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=1146"},"modified":"2010-04-26T01:23:21","modified_gmt":"2010-04-26T09:23:21","slug":"relatively-here","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/2010\/04\/26\/relatively-here\/","title":{"rendered":"relatively here"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>CD Site: <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/btmspox\/4552756353\/\">Start<\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/seanpants\/4553828464\/\">Finish<\/a>. Looks, it&#8217;s <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/seanpants\/4553186297\/\">me<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>The <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/btmspox\/4553823884\/\">Volpe<\/a> is finished again, and the <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/btmspox\/4553837242\/\">fixed IRO<\/a> (as opposed to the <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/btmspox\/4246631446\/\">29er IRO<\/a>) got some love. When I stop to think about how much of my life that fixed IRO has seen, I&#8217;m amazed. Built during a high point, it has rolled with me since through thousands of miles consisting of daily commutes, pretty regular fifty mile average Sunday rides, and even a trip to Olympia and back. Then, my jaw drops remembering how short of a time it really has been with me.<\/p>\n<p>A while ago someone commented on how they almost wished I had never met M. I rarely regret, and recently I was talking to M about how I don&#8217;t get angry either, how jealousy is my weakness. She knows this. A friend mentioned that he never tells people about his plans because he hates when they fall through and I can appreciate that. That&#8217;s the scary part about <em>heart<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>I think I&#8221;ve given up on being happy a while ago. Is that weird?<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes you just love someone more than they love you,\u00a0 which\u00a0 isn&#8217;t enough to be relatively important to them. That&#8217;s how it goes.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>CD Site: Start, Finish. Looks, it&#8217;s me. The Volpe is finished again, and the fixed IRO (as opposed to the 29er IRO) got some love. When I stop to think about how much of my life that fixed IRO has seen, I&#8217;m amazed. Built during a high point, it has rolled with me since through [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1146"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1146"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1146\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1147,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1146\/revisions\/1147"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1146"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1146"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1146"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}