{"id":1148,"date":"2010-04-27T14:48:34","date_gmt":"2010-04-27T22:48:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=1148"},"modified":"2010-04-27T14:48:34","modified_gmt":"2010-04-27T22:48:34","slug":"understood","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/2010\/04\/27\/understood\/","title":{"rendered":"understood"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I was describing a happy memory, and how I feel when I think about it to J, about how I feel like I lost something, like opportunity or possibility. She thought my feeling was on of sadness and disappointment over losing a connection to someone. That I felt that M understood me and simultaneously appreciated me. Despite emails hence that may have proved this contrary, there is no mistaking how rarely I feel connected to anyone. Which makes a bit of sense considering how far the scales were tipped toward awesome, past prior expectations. Which is to say that what felt like enough a year ago doesn&#8217;t feel so important anymore.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I was describing a happy memory, and how I feel when I think about it to J, about how I feel like I lost something, like opportunity or possibility. She thought my feeling was on of sadness and disappointment over losing a connection to someone. That I felt that M understood me and simultaneously appreciated [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1148"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1148"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1148\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1150,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1148\/revisions\/1150"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1148"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1148"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1148"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}