{"id":1171,"date":"2010-05-21T01:21:29","date_gmt":"2010-05-21T09:21:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=1171"},"modified":"2010-05-21T01:21:29","modified_gmt":"2010-05-21T09:21:29","slug":"desperado","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/2010\/05\/21\/desperado\/","title":{"rendered":"desperado"},"content":{"rendered":"<blockquote><p>Now it seems to me, some fine things<br \/>\nHave been laid upon your table.<br \/>\nBut you only want the ones<br \/>\nThat you can&#8217;t get.<\/p>\n<p>Desperado,<br \/>\nOhhhh you aint getting no younger.<br \/>\nYour pain and your hunger,<br \/>\nThey&#8217;re driving you home.<br \/>\nAnd freedom, ohh freedom.<br \/>\nWell that&#8217;s just some people talking.<br \/>\nYour prison is walking through this world all alone.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Rode from 85th back to Eastlake with M, talking about Maine and why it ravages me. After, while riding the rest of the way home I was thinking about this girl who I didn&#8217;t really know who had committed suicide when I was a teenager. I remember thinking about how I would have been happy to be with her and that she didn&#8217;t need to be so alone. The more relationships I have, the further I feel from everyone. And the more those feelings of youth feel naive.<\/p>\n<p>M was at the prefunk. That&#8217;s just, whatever. I can justify feeling any way, it doesn&#8217;t change anything. The feelings don&#8217;t change.<\/p>\n<p>So another night, where I cut myself short. I keep myself to myself. I feel like I have to protect everyone from me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Now it seems to me, some fine things Have been laid upon your table. But you only want the ones That you can&#8217;t get. Desperado, Ohhhh you aint getting no younger. Your pain and your hunger, They&#8217;re driving you home. And freedom, ohh freedom. Well that&#8217;s just some people talking. Your prison is walking through [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1171"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1171"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1171\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1172,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1171\/revisions\/1172"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1171"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1171"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1171"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}