{"id":1180,"date":"2010-05-28T23:00:14","date_gmt":"2010-05-29T07:00:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=1180"},"modified":"2010-05-28T23:00:14","modified_gmt":"2010-05-29T07:00:14","slug":"playing-with-dirt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/2010\/05\/28\/playing-with-dirt\/","title":{"rendered":"playing with dirt"},"content":{"rendered":"<blockquote><p>repurposing neruosis<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know what to do with free time. Or, I don&#8217;t know what to do with lost time; free time does not last that long. There&#8217;s far too much going, not just in a way where there are bits needing to be tinkered, but in this way that I couldn&#8217;t put it in a box if I tried.<\/p>\n<p>J kept commenting last night about how <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/btmspox\/4648007939\/\">happy<\/a> I looked.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know. The edge of sleep is my vulnerability. J asked if I was nervous and I said yes. What now? Anxious? Does it matter? It feels like everything right now. Such a thin line.<\/p>\n<p>Also? Chickens.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>repurposing neruosis I don&#8217;t know what to do with free time. Or, I don&#8217;t know what to do with lost time; free time does not last that long. There&#8217;s far too much going, not just in a way where there are bits needing to be tinkered, but in this way that I couldn&#8217;t put it [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1180"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1180"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1180\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1181,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1180\/revisions\/1181"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1180"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1180"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1180"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}