{"id":1189,"date":"2010-06-03T08:01:21","date_gmt":"2010-06-03T16:01:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=1189"},"modified":"2010-06-03T08:01:21","modified_gmt":"2010-06-03T16:01:21","slug":"sleep-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/2010\/06\/03\/sleep-2\/","title":{"rendered":"sleep"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>A week ago:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>Nearly a week of not drinking and going to sleep before midnight means I&#8217;m dreaming every night again. I&#8217;m really not sure which is worse for my sense of reality.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>The hardest part of getting enough sleep isn&#8217;t being groggy in the morning, it&#8217;s slicing the memories made during dreams off before they settle permanently into my sense of reality like barnacles on a boat.<\/p>\n<p>J kept mentioning how <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/btmspox\/4648007939\/\">happy<\/a> I looked at the AA fundraiser, yesterday another friend said:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>I&#8217;ve been seeing the stream of constantly happy tweets and kind of enjoying it by osmosis because it&#8217;s clearly causing positive vibes for you<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>I try to imagine what graduating from college and entering the &#8220;real world&#8221; would be like. This is difficult, because professional and educational lines were always blurred for me, I think my first part-time internship was in 7th grade. By the time I dropped out of high school I had graduated from computer repair to systems administrator; a title I still usually hold today although working with quite different technology. It has to be more epic than changing jobs, perhaps like moving to a new city and changing careers at the same time. Once again, my experience is broad and smoothly fades from hat to the next. I sometimes talk of &#8220;former lives,&#8221; usually when I&#8217;m referring to my time doing electronics salvage and driving a truck around the east coast.<\/p>\n<p>I once drove a leased truck for a month and had to keep track of mileage. I drove over 10,000 miles that month, and yet, I was only driving part of the time. The rest, I was leading two salvage crews and handling most of the local logistics. Once a year or so I end up driving a few miles for work to pick up an air conditioning unit or take furniture to the transfer station and I&#8217;m reminded of those times. It&#8217;s nice to think that everything was so much simpler then, and perhaps it was through the lens of driving. While I was doing quite a bit of work and had significant responsibility, it doesn&#8217;t compare to now. I think the most significant factor was the manual labor that left me exhausted every evening such that for weeks at a time life was mostly sleeping and working. That&#8217;s okay though, I&#8217;ve always enjoyed working.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A week ago: Nearly a week of not drinking and going to sleep before midnight means I&#8217;m dreaming every night again. I&#8217;m really not sure which is worse for my sense of reality. The hardest part of getting enough sleep isn&#8217;t being groggy in the morning, it&#8217;s slicing the memories made during dreams off before [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1189"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1189"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1189\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1190,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1189\/revisions\/1190"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1189"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1189"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1189"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}