{"id":1193,"date":"2010-06-08T00:22:50","date_gmt":"2010-06-08T08:22:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=1193"},"modified":"2010-06-08T00:22:50","modified_gmt":"2010-06-08T08:22:50","slug":"pals","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/2010\/06\/08\/pals\/","title":{"rendered":"pals"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>So much energy seems to sink into a desire to be understood. J and I talk occasionally about how I felt like M did, acknowledging this may be pandering a bit to wanting to her to have, and being able to since she isn&#8217;t around to prove otherwise. I look back at the range of technical comprehension I exercised today, a bike ride to a four year olds birthday party, an AA organizational structure meeting, dinner with a roommate, and some work in the bike shop. When I think about it, the magnitude forms negativity. I feel like my day puts me further and further from other people, from connecting with them. Maybe that is purely baggage from M. Today was awesome, and amazing things happened.<\/p>\n<p>Everything is prepared to change. Well, not everything. <a href=\"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=1101\">July<\/a> is almost here though and I foretold epic happenings. There just isn&#8217;t any room for running any more. There is Good to be done,\u00a0 and my life awaits.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So much energy seems to sink into a desire to be understood. J and I talk occasionally about how I felt like M did, acknowledging this may be pandering a bit to wanting to her to have, and being able to since she isn&#8217;t around to prove otherwise. I look back at the range of [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1193"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1193"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1193\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1194,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1193\/revisions\/1194"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1193"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1193"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1193"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}