{"id":1226,"date":"2010-06-25T02:36:54","date_gmt":"2010-06-25T10:36:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=1226"},"modified":"2010-06-25T02:36:54","modified_gmt":"2010-06-25T10:36:54","slug":"morning","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/2010\/06\/25\/morning\/","title":{"rendered":"morning"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>A 6:30am flight means I needed to be up at 4am. Going to sleep around 8pm seemed like a great idea, but my body knew something was up and I was awake before midnight. Now it is 3:30am I could really use a couple more hours of sleep but I&#8217;ve got to push through at least until I get on the airplane back to Seattle.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve got a geek blog post I&#8217;ve really got to write about stuff that came up here at Velocity. I&#8217;ve been thinking lately about how to organize blogs as I need to find a place for urban farming and bike projects (non-advocacy). A jokes about building a &#8220;bry-pire.&#8221; I&#8217;ve registered a couple domains to fulfill the need for the farming and bike bits and confgured wordpress and k2 but I&#8217;m not done setting up the basic graphics yet. That will be the extent of the graphic design. While I&#8217;m still unsure if I should move the tech blog to its own domain or not, I took some time to redesign my <a href=\"http:\/\/loftninjas.org\/\">home page<\/a> tonight while lead to a rewrite of my <a href=\"http:\/\/www.okcupid.com\/profile?u=btmspox\">okcupid profile<\/a>. The latter was particular interesting. First, since I&#8217;ve stopped drinking, a huge whole opened up in it. But beyond that something greater has changed such that I didn&#8217;t feel I could continue with the incremental updates that I&#8217;ve done over the last few years. In the past I could see a sort of trend in edits as life changed and I grew.  Yet, something is different, like a facade has fallen, and I can&#8217;t quite put my finger on it. It is surely related to J thinking I am <a href=\"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=1222\">more present<\/a> than I used to be.<\/p>\n<p>I talked to Matthew today for the first time in a bit. He is in Florida working out terms for a job he accepted. His first job ever, which is quite impressive, perhaps in subtle ways. This underscores how much we have to talk about. I&#8217;m ready to blame time zone differences for not having time to call him when he&#8217;s awake, but really it is a reminder to be more proactive about the use of my time.<\/p>\n<p>Still. I just wrote a short email to M and hit discard. Time. Shift.<\/p>\n<p>There&#8217;s a different way of measuring value hidden in here somewhere. I think I&#8217;m too tired to discern it.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A 6:30am flight means I needed to be up at 4am. Going to sleep around 8pm seemed like a great idea, but my body knew something was up and I was awake before midnight. Now it is 3:30am I could really use a couple more hours of sleep but I&#8217;ve got to push through at [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1226"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1226"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1226\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1227,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1226\/revisions\/1227"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1226"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1226"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1226"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}