{"id":1338,"date":"2010-10-20T00:51:10","date_gmt":"2010-10-20T08:51:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=1338"},"modified":"2010-10-20T00:51:10","modified_gmt":"2010-10-20T08:51:10","slug":"down-together","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/2010\/10\/20\/down-together\/","title":{"rendered":"down together"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I was up most of the night last night working on a side project related to Chef. I woke up late, but spun up and got to work only a few minutes late in the end. While I wasn&#8217;t passing out from lack of sleep per se, I could tell I was tired. Why wasn&#8217;t I exhausted like one is from staying out to last call at a bar? Could it be doing shit that I love all night instead? Having figuratively seen the world, part of me wants only to stay up all night solving problems again.<\/p>\n<p>Today was rather hectic, with a lunch meeting with a coworker, then running off to meet K for coffee before therapy. I&#8217;ve really enjoyed the couple of times we&#8217;ve had coffee and it&#8217;s reminding me the importance of that happening regularly. We talked for a while about approval in a way that made a lot of sense in regard to M which further solidifies my confidence and happiness in my current relationship status. K mentioned multiple times measuring the change in herself over years, so I of course when into my bit about life redeveloping biannually.<\/p>\n<p>So here I am, awake again, back on the P, playing the olides and spinning up for another night.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I was up most of the night last night working on a side project related to Chef. I woke up late, but spun up and got to work only a few minutes late in the end. While I wasn&#8217;t passing out from lack of sleep per se, I could tell I was tired. Why wasn&#8217;t [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1338"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1338"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1338\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1339,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1338\/revisions\/1339"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1338"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1338"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1338"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}