{"id":1386,"date":"2011-01-02T23:24:32","date_gmt":"2011-01-03T07:24:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=1386"},"modified":"2011-01-02T23:24:32","modified_gmt":"2011-01-03T07:24:32","slug":"one-more-time","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/2011\/01\/02\/one-more-time\/","title":{"rendered":"one more time"},"content":{"rendered":"<blockquote><p>What are you doing out here?<br \/>\nI&#8217;m dreaming.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>For something like six months, I only drank on a couple of occasions. I&#8217;m drinking once a week on average now, and I don&#8217;t feel like it is a loss. Sometimes, I&#8217;m afraid, it does actually solve my problems. At least, going out drinking with friends makes me feel better.<\/p>\n<p>I mentioned to Mom tonight that I felt like I may have come full circle back to feeling pessimistic. What a strange, yet unsurprising, long weekend. She asked if I had any projects. Its actually an impressive list. I love getting to be all, &#8220;and that is just what I&#8217;m doing in my spare time.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I give up though. Tomorrow, I&#8217;ll start over.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>What are you doing out here? I&#8217;m dreaming. For something like six months, I only drank on a couple of occasions. I&#8217;m drinking once a week on average now, and I don&#8217;t feel like it is a loss. Sometimes, I&#8217;m afraid, it does actually solve my problems. At least, going out drinking with friends makes [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1386"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1386"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1386\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1387,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1386\/revisions\/1387"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1386"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1386"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1386"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}