{"id":1454,"date":"2011-03-10T10:19:18","date_gmt":"2011-03-10T18:19:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=1454"},"modified":"2011-03-10T10:19:18","modified_gmt":"2011-03-10T18:19:18","slug":"sunshine-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/2011\/03\/10\/sunshine-2\/","title":{"rendered":"sunshine"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>A dry bike ride into work this morning.<\/p>\n<p>> over a hundred hours of therapy has taught me that while it is very difficult, it is what it is.<br \/>\n> feelings are a funny thing to traipse through.<\/p>\n<p>I made plans last night to be irresponsible and go hang out with R. Thus, it was ironic to get email from M this morning asking me to yield. <\/p>\n<p>These two events have made this morning particularly crazy. Excited, cautious, anxious. The expected and the unexpected collide.<\/p>\n<p>I need to email T back, and I&#8217;ve been pondering how long it feels it has been since I had a decent two-sided conversation. Probably since K and I dated?<\/p>\n<p>Man, so many conversations to have, but they&#8217;re meaningful so they take so much energy.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A dry bike ride into work this morning. > over a hundred hours of therapy has taught me that while it is very difficult, it is what it is. > feelings are a funny thing to traipse through. I made plans last night to be irresponsible and go hang out with R. Thus, it was [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1454"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1454"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1454\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1455,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1454\/revisions\/1455"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1454"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1454"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1454"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}