The alarm goes off at 6am. No terribly early, perhaps for a Saturday. I did the math a little late and ended up hanging out with L before realizing I was only getting a few hours of sleep tonight.<\/p>\n
I’ve been talking to J about “adults” and “women” versus “girls.” I talked to M about it the other day and she retorted that girls lived our lifestyle while woman lived… the American dream? the option presented by television?<\/p>\n
Yet I’ve pondered. I’ve attached myself to a lifestyle that seemed, calm, and unpretentious. Yet, more and more I feel like it isn’t. Balance to be found? again? Does what Z have to say matter these days? I told Mom that I didn’t expect a response, but I wouldn’t be surprised by one. The expectation is more of an attitude than anything else.<\/p>\n
I feel eager to build something today. In contrast to that excitement, however foolhardy, everything about Z feels, well, feels like there just isn’t any content. Thats reasonable, she’s too stubborn to be happy.<\/p>\n
In closing, I just had a dream that H and I visited my the old Haydrian office. Except it was a different building. We were going because they hadn’t paid the rent in five months, but somehow they were still there. I found Phil there, asleep leaning against a wall. The secretary was there, her name escapes me at the moment. We were going to leave with an old black powder rifle, but I found some device that lead me to what I assumed was gold in a cabinet. So strange.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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