{"id":1581,"date":"2011-05-02T08:34:24","date_gmt":"2011-05-02T16:34:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=1581"},"modified":"2011-05-02T08:34:24","modified_gmt":"2011-05-02T16:34:24","slug":"hope","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/2011\/05\/02\/hope\/","title":{"rendered":"hope"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I wake up every morning disappointed to find nothing meaningful in my inbox or on my phone, thus confirming nothing changed overnight. I feel like the energy I put out is getting consumed, and then the world looks back at me and says, &#8220;what, were you expecting something in return for that?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Everyone tells me I&#8217;m feeling the way I should because of the loss of my father. I&#8217;m not sure I&#8217;m doing something right.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I wake up every morning disappointed to find nothing meaningful in my inbox or on my phone, thus confirming nothing changed overnight. I feel like the energy I put out is getting consumed, and then the world looks back at me and says, &#8220;what, were you expecting something in return for that?&#8221; Everyone tells me [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1581"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1581"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1581\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1582,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1581\/revisions\/1582"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1581"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1581"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1581"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}