{"id":169,"date":"2008-09-01T22:13:19","date_gmt":"2008-09-02T06:13:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=169"},"modified":"2008-09-01T22:13:19","modified_gmt":"2008-09-02T06:13:19","slug":"be-that-as-it-may","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/2008\/09\/01\/be-that-as-it-may\/","title":{"rendered":"be that as it may"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m exhausted. I&#8217;ve been getting little sleep for weeks, and it&#8217;s hard to really notice sometimes. I&#8217;m glad I took tomorrow off already and I&#8217;m almost considering taking a personal day sometime this week to get some more time to sit still. Going to Burning Man was great. Vacation: yes; time off: eh.<\/p>\n<p>Tori and I had a really interesting conversation tonight about people that go to BM to be someone different than they normally are. I had a conversation with Ginger before we went about how I wasn&#8217;t going to take any costumes, because I don&#8217;t wear costumes; I was just going as me to see something different and hang out with friends.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve got a lot of muddled feelings stirring around as of late and I&#8217;m not sure exactly what they look like when you stir them around a pot long enough. Ginger and I found some a few personality differences recently, some with the expected (planned?) help of BM that just may not flush out and I&#8217;ve got a lot of mentally staring at those to do.<\/p>\n<p>As it is though, I didn&#8217;t get home until after 3am, and was up early as usual lately so I&#8217;m just going to go finally crash and get some sleep now.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m exhausted. I&#8217;ve been getting little sleep for weeks, and it&#8217;s hard to really notice sometimes. I&#8217;m glad I took tomorrow off already and I&#8217;m almost considering taking a personal day sometime this week to get some more time to sit still. Going to Burning Man was great. Vacation: yes; time off: eh. Tori and [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/169"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=169"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/169\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=169"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=169"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=169"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}