{"id":196,"date":"2008-12-01T03:27:28","date_gmt":"2008-12-01T11:27:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=196"},"modified":"2008-12-01T03:27:28","modified_gmt":"2008-12-01T11:27:28","slug":"runner","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/2008\/12\/01\/runner\/","title":{"rendered":"runner"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m down to 400 comics of cyanide and happiness left. Which means I&#8217;ve read over a thousand of them this vacation. I used to try to explain to people about how <a href=\"http:\/\/www.explosm.net\/comics\/400\/\">soda is a &#8220;heavy liquid&#8221;<\/a>, but nobody got it. I&#8217;m glad someone finally did.<\/p>\n<p>Thanksgiving was fine and all. We somehow had a lot of Ayn Rand discussion, I blame Wendell. So it was funny that &#8220;<a href=\"http:\/\/mcsweeneys.net\/2008\/11\/20tucker.html\">Atlas Shrugged: Updated for the Current Financial Crisis<\/a>&#8221; came through my feeds today.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.thepublicdomain.org\/download\/\">The Public Domain: Enclosing the Commons of the Mind<\/a> is available for download. I haven&#8217;t read it yet, but want to soon. In the search for a way for your life to leave a mark on the world, I have pretty strong feelings about technology and the public domain. If you happen to not be familiar with the concept of <a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Open_source\">open source<\/a>, I urge you to spend some time thinking about it.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m all caught up in reading and uploading photos from Thanksgiving to facebook and <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/btmspox\/sets\/72157610518061797\/\">flickr<\/a>. So it&#8217;s super late, so I don&#8217;t know how much I&#8217;ll have to talk about at this point.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m not as tired as I was when I was reading unfortunately, since it&#8217;s late and I should be sleeping. It&#8217;s been a very difficult day for me. The worse part about relationships is the risk of hurting someone&#8217;s feelings. I don&#8217;t take that well. Mother says I agonize because I have a good heart. I suppose. It&#8217;s difficult getting to the point where I&#8217;ve come to terms with the consequences of my actions. I don&#8217;t think I ever can convince myself that the collateral damage of making the right choices is acceptable enough that it doesn&#8217;t still bother me. Today&#8217;s movie marathon included Serenity, and I think about Mal&#8217;s character talking to Shepperd Book at the fire about digging his own holes and it not making sense. <\/p>\n<blockquote><p>Book: You got a plan?<br \/>\nMal: Hiding ain&#8217;t a plan?<br \/>\n. . .<br \/>\n[Mal mentions that he could have left River behind.]<br \/>\nBook: It&#8217;s not your way, Mal.<br \/>\nMal: I have a way? That better than a plan?<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>And that&#8217;s pretty much where I am. Keep reading that over and over &#8217;till you get it.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m down to 400 comics of cyanide and happiness left. Which means I&#8217;ve read over a thousand of them this vacation. I used to try to explain to people about how soda is a &#8220;heavy liquid&#8221;, but nobody got it. I&#8217;m glad someone finally did. Thanksgiving was fine and all. We somehow had a lot [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/196"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=196"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/196\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=196"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=196"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=196"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}