{"id":224,"date":"2009-02-18T11:20:55","date_gmt":"2009-02-18T19:20:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=224"},"modified":"2009-02-18T11:20:55","modified_gmt":"2009-02-18T19:20:55","slug":"morning-notes","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/2009\/02\/18\/morning-notes\/","title":{"rendered":"morning notes"},"content":{"rendered":"<ol>\n<li>Left monitor really likes right monitor and fades in that direction. Won&#8217;t go away permanently. Annoying.<\/li>\n<li>Guy in fancy car + suit actually waved me by in a bike lane today. Acknowledgement is an amazing feeling.<\/li>\n<li>Java bugs me. This is why I&#8217;m not a developer.<\/li>\n<li>Some days I hate being empathetic. So much effort goes into making sure everyone else is okay.<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n<p>It seems like the closest I ever come to making sure I&#8217;m okay is when I let myself do whatever I feel like doing. This is generally conceived to be a treacherous idea however. Perhaps for good reason. Looking back the most often I&#8217;ve looked to make choices based on how I feel is when I feel the anxiety pushing me to get out of a relationship. I can think of a few times when I&#8217;ve been sick and looked to others to take care of me. Is that the same? I don&#8217;t think so. I suppose I&#8217;ve always been so independent I tend not to have any particular desire to ask for anything. Yet I have such strong feelings. Meh. I will work instead of think about this.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Left monitor really likes right monitor and fades in that direction. Won&#8217;t go away permanently. Annoying. Guy in fancy car + suit actually waved me by in a bike lane today. Acknowledgement is an amazing feeling. Java bugs me. This is why I&#8217;m not a developer. Some days I hate being empathetic. So much effort [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/224"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=224"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/224\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":225,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/224\/revisions\/225"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=224"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=224"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=224"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}