{"id":277,"date":"2009-04-05T21:24:54","date_gmt":"2009-04-06T05:24:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=277"},"modified":"2009-04-05T21:24:54","modified_gmt":"2009-04-06T05:24:54","slug":"becoming-a-better-person","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/2009\/04\/05\/becoming-a-better-person\/","title":{"rendered":"becoming a better person"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Tomorrow night I start pre-calculus I at Seattle Central. When was the last time I took a college class? The failed attempt at business classes at University of Maine at Augusta over the television at the Ellsworth extension I bet. When I took the Compass test at SCCC, it placed me into Pre-calc II. That didn&#8217;t make any sense at all, having dropped out of Algebra II two or three times in my life. Not that class specifically, but whatever school I happened to be going to at the time. The first time was recognizing that high school and the paths it lead to simply weren&#8217;t making me happy, or going to. Then at UMA, where else? I&#8217;m pretty sure Physics was the only class I took at EMTC (before it was EMCC) in preparation for the Computer Networking program that I bailed on when I saw the syllabus and realized the last quarter of the last year would touch on what I was learning myself that summer.<\/p>\n<p>But back to school I go all the same; for some math and computer science in the hopes that if I do see something that looks like it might be more interesting that the conversations I have with my colleagues and the resulting projects, I won&#8217;t have to worry about prerequisites. <\/p>\n<p>And so I&#8217;ve been working through an Algebra book, recalling work I did a decade ago. Time allowing, I&#8217;ve got another Algebra book to work through after to fill in whatever holes were formed when I wasn&#8217;t paying attention because life suddenly seemed so much more important than school. Along with some Pre-calc. We&#8217;ll see.<\/p>\n<p>I do most of my work at the dining room table, listening to some music. There&#8217;s the least distraction here, than downstairs or my room. I went to my room to get my laptop, because looking at the photographs I have in this room&#8230; made me need to shape some feelings into letters.<\/p>\n<p>Most of the pictures I have in this room are of adventures. Most were ones I was on: motorcycling on the olympic peninsula, weekend trip to SF, Big Bend in Texas, the cascades, Yellowstone, the arboretum, the puget sound. Plus a couple of my parents, building the camp at Lunkasoos, reminding me of two people I never met until years later when they were different people.<\/p>\n<p>A huge part of me is suddenly, and surprisingly, ready to leave Seattle. I&#8217;m juggling far too much to do it at the moment. Lawyers, debts, projects, all need finishing up. Where to? Out there! Life! <a href=\"http:\/\/www.answers.com\/adventure\">Adventure<\/a>!<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>An unusual or exciting experience<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p><em>Because<\/em>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Tomorrow night I start pre-calculus I at Seattle Central. When was the last time I took a college class? The failed attempt at business classes at University of Maine at Augusta over the television at the Ellsworth extension I bet. When I took the Compass test at SCCC, it placed me into Pre-calc II. That [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/277"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=277"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/277\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":278,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/277\/revisions\/278"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=277"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=277"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=277"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}