{"id":314,"date":"2009-04-29T15:20:42","date_gmt":"2009-04-29T23:20:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=314"},"modified":"2009-04-29T15:20:42","modified_gmt":"2009-04-29T23:20:42","slug":"vomit","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/2009\/04\/29\/vomit\/","title":{"rendered":"vomit"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>bad week, out for a couple days dealing with skin infections of various kinds.<\/p>\n<p>bad day at work, layoffs, economy whatever. annoying. meetings and whatnot.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve been struggling with a relationship, fighting to keep it and just got an email expressing that it&#8217;s not going to work out. My heart is in my gut, and my stomach wants to puke to make up for it.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s, so destructive losing meaning. Making yourself so vulnerable knowing the risks, having been there before, and losing your soul to it for words that, are just words. Some day, I&#8217;ll understand? Someday never comes.<\/p>\n<p>Remember talking about not looking for pats on the back? I&#8217;m getting really fucking tired of condolences about how great of a person I am. Next person that says that gets kicked in their pee hole.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know. I&#8217;m just feeling really hurt.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>bad week, out for a couple days dealing with skin infections of various kinds. bad day at work, layoffs, economy whatever. annoying. meetings and whatnot. I&#8217;ve been struggling with a relationship, fighting to keep it and just got an email expressing that it&#8217;s not going to work out. My heart is in my gut, and [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/314"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=314"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/314\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":315,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/314\/revisions\/315"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=314"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=314"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=314"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}