it’s good to ride bike and be amongst friends. huh. can’tg see the whole text box. will be brief.<\/p>\n
there’s proven to be no constructive outlet for my feelings. perhaps believing there could be was misguided. i realize i’m resorting to only being expressive to vent and dull the pain now. <\/p>\n
that’s okay. i feel hurt and alone still. my heart feels betrayed and there attempts at rationalizing why this happend are futile. <\/p>\n
As i examine and pack up my camping gear, i’s a metaphor for my heart; to be put away until it’s prudent and useful again<\/p>\n
that’s exaggerated and heavy, i know. but my partner in these feelings has left me alone and i feel like i’m wandering lost and hurt.<\/p>\n
too unfortunate, sad and betrayed.<\/p>\n
*sad face*<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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