{"id":352,"date":"2009-05-04T20:03:48","date_gmt":"2009-05-05T04:03:48","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=352"},"modified":"2009-05-04T20:03:48","modified_gmt":"2009-05-05T04:03:48","slug":"on-still-having-much-to-learn","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/2009\/05\/04\/on-still-having-much-to-learn\/","title":{"rendered":"on still having much to learn"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>A bike ride around the hood, a lot of swearing at myself and being self-critical, and a couple apologies later, and a part of me is better. Yay! It may be undermined with wishful thinking, but I&#8217;m okay with that tonight and will think about it more later. I&#8217;m still sad, and heart broken, of course. That&#8217;ll stay. And so it goes. I was sort of an asshole at times, fueled on so much raw emotion. Oh well.<\/p>\n<p><em>The death of spoke is like an open wound.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>I should have gotten some food before I started this [dramatic, oh shatner] movie. Only a few days until the new one opens!!!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A bike ride around the hood, a lot of swearing at myself and being self-critical, and a couple apologies later, and a part of me is better. Yay! It may be undermined with wishful thinking, but I&#8217;m okay with that tonight and will think about it more later. I&#8217;m still sad, and heart broken, of [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/352"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=352"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/352\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":353,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/352\/revisions\/353"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=352"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=352"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=352"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}