{"id":377,"date":"2009-05-09T14:39:22","date_gmt":"2009-05-09T22:39:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=377"},"modified":"2009-05-09T14:39:22","modified_gmt":"2009-05-09T22:39:22","slug":"sunlight","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/2009\/05\/09\/sunlight\/","title":{"rendered":"sunlight"},"content":{"rendered":"

There are brief moments of so much distracting happiness I feel pretty okay. I’m glad so many good people are around. I still feel lost about what to do with how I feel. I’m getting tired of saying I’m sad… I suppose I’m getting tired of feeling sad.<\/p>\n

Good times at Hazard Factory this morning, and tonight’s party should be interesting.<\/p>\n

btm you are serious about this thing being huge
\nI was just talking to someone on the phone who I didn’t even know knew you who is going
\nI’ll probably stop by too\n<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

I won’t bother saying what I’d rather be doing though. I feel really bad about myself lately because of how I feel. I feel wrong, broken, unwanted or something. I don’t think this things, before anyone goes off and tells me to stop. But I do feel them.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

There are brief moments of so much distracting happiness I feel pretty okay. I’m glad so many good people are around. I still feel lost about what to do with how I feel. I’m getting tired of saying I’m sad… I suppose I’m getting tired of feeling sad. Good times at Hazard Factory this morning, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/377"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=377"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/377\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":379,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/377\/revisions\/379"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=377"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=377"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=377"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}