{"id":409,"date":"2009-05-13T00:45:30","date_gmt":"2009-05-13T08:45:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=409"},"modified":"2009-05-13T00:45:30","modified_gmt":"2009-05-13T08:45:30","slug":"and-i-have-the-sense-to-recognize-that","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/2009\/05\/13\/and-i-have-the-sense-to-recognize-that\/","title":{"rendered":"And I have the sense to recognize that&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<blockquote><p>Well it might be one of the only ways to process it all the way, so fuck it. I mean, if it works, then thats what works.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p><em>Fuck it.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>xkcd is full of awesome. I&#8217;ve been flipping through it remembering old comics that I identify with. Must. Not. Do. Anything. Stupid.<\/p>\n<p>You know what? I suddenly realize I identify with a lot. That&#8217;s nice. Go me.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>I don&#8217;t know if there&#8217;s time<br \/>\nbut you&#8217;re always on my mind<br \/>\noh it&#8217;s driving me insane<br \/>\nand I keep thinking of that night<br \/>\nand always wondering if I might<br \/>\never see you again<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Tonights tickets haven&#8217;t been challenging enough to keep my mind distracted. So it goes. I&#8217;m too tired and strung out on coffee to wrap my head around this ruby problem. I feel&#8230; in denial, that on the other side of what I have to deal with at the moment, that I don&#8217;t get to go home to L and simply be. With nothing needing to be said, or done, or expected. It feels&#8230; sad. I feel like I&#8217;m explaining to a child inside me how the dog has gone to live on a farm in the country.<\/p>\n<p>Yeah. That&#8217;s probably enough, gotta catch some rest.<\/p>\n<p>her foot outstretched<br \/>\ngrinning abashedly in the sun<br \/>\nheart goes deeper still<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Well it might be one of the only ways to process it all the way, so fuck it. I mean, if it works, then thats what works. Fuck it. xkcd is full of awesome. I&#8217;ve been flipping through it remembering old comics that I identify with. Must. Not. Do. Anything. Stupid. You know what? I [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/409"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=409"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/409\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":410,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/409\/revisions\/410"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=409"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=409"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=409"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}