{"id":438,"date":"2009-05-17T11:39:24","date_gmt":"2009-05-17T19:39:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=438"},"modified":"2009-05-17T11:39:24","modified_gmt":"2009-05-17T19:39:24","slug":"everything-i-have-to-give","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/2009\/05\/17\/everything-i-have-to-give\/","title":{"rendered":"everything I have to give."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Ride to Olympia from Bremerton was nice. Mom drove down so I threw my camping gear in her car and rode the IRO. Need to get a real seat I guess. Still impossible to not think about L and have heartache over it. Had a hard time not leaving the group when I was upset.<\/p>\n<p>M said I&#8217;ve lost weight. Yeah. I didn&#8217;t drink at all yesterday. Tented alone with the chickens, chatted a bit and hung out by the fire until the last couple of people pulled out sleeping bags. <\/p>\n<p>Met more Sherwood folks, saw Jason from there. Saw Mitchell, other aquantainces. when we went swimming at a public dock we ran into some bike kids. Point83 came up, Chris Jewel, about it.<\/p>\n<p>After a cup of coffee with mom I took off alone on an east route. Rode through Oly and stopped for some boxer breifs and clomitrazol. Made it to Steilacoom in two hours. I&#8217;m eating now, and will probably ride through Tacoma and get home via Vashon. I feel beter about mashing and hurting myself when my mind gets stuck on L when riding alone.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ride to Olympia from Bremerton was nice. Mom drove down so I threw my camping gear in her car and rode the IRO. Need to get a real seat I guess. Still impossible to not think about L and have heartache over it. Had a hard time not leaving the group when I was upset. [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/438"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=438"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/438\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=438"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=438"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=438"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}