{"id":466,"date":"2009-05-22T14:56:58","date_gmt":"2009-05-22T22:56:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=466"},"modified":"2009-05-22T14:56:58","modified_gmt":"2009-05-22T22:56:58","slug":"montana-day-one","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/2009\/05\/22\/montana-day-one\/","title":{"rendered":"Montana, day one"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Finally arrived in Bozeman. Sitting at an abandonded rail terminal along the tracks drinking beer.<\/p>\n<p>In an effort to not want someone I can&#8217;t have, I&#8217;m actively reminding myself that L chose to remove me from her life without any interest in keeping the good things I have to offer. This was shorter in my head. That is, I wasn&#8217;t valuable enough to try. Bullshit rationalization probably doesn&#8217;t really help, but I should probably let myself believe in it.<\/p>\n<p>So moving on, using being left as a reason to move on, despite my feelings.<\/p>\n<p>Talking to D, she really liked my comment about my heart disagreeing and &#8220;being all hearty&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>It smells like burned down buildings here. It&#8217;s a disturbing smell.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Finally arrived in Bozeman. Sitting at an abandonded rail terminal along the tracks drinking beer. In an effort to not want someone I can&#8217;t have, I&#8217;m actively reminding myself that L chose to remove me from her life without any interest in keeping the good things I have to offer. This was shorter in my [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/466"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=466"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/466\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=466"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=466"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=466"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}