{"id":781,"date":"2009-10-20T01:23:49","date_gmt":"2009-10-20T09:23:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=781"},"modified":"2009-10-20T01:23:49","modified_gmt":"2009-10-20T09:23:49","slug":"choke-them-down-the-best-i-can","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/2009\/10\/20\/choke-them-down-the-best-i-can\/","title":{"rendered":"choke them down, the best I can"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Too much judgment, maybe too much jealousy, I feel content about my place, but I&#8217;m pretty sure I need to step further back and let more lay where it lands without my influence.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>So I go to a bar,<br \/>\nlooking for that boy.<br \/>\nThat&#8217;ll change my world,<br \/>\nbut all I find when I get home.<br \/>\nI&#8217;m drunk and alone.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>you left me to my <a href=\"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=776\">lonesome self<\/a>.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>I was up too late last night,<br \/>\nwith the lights down low with the lights down low and a bottle by my side,<br \/>\nwondering if you&#8217;d call me up to talk.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>alone in the rain, and she <a href=\"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=674\">never came<\/a>.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>And the time between at a barstool,<br \/>\nis the time that I like best.<br \/>\nMy hellbound heart,<br \/>\nwon&#8217;t give me rest.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>That&#8217;s the key you know, going out of your way when you don&#8217;t have to. It is kind of funny when you can&#8217;t be bothered to go out of your way when you merely should.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Too much judgment, maybe too much jealousy, I feel content about my place, but I&#8217;m pretty sure I need to step further back and let more lay where it lands without my influence. So I go to a bar, looking for that boy. That&#8217;ll change my world, but all I find when I get home. [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/781"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=781"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/781\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":782,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/781\/revisions\/782"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=781"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=781"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=781"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}