{"id":788,"date":"2009-10-22T10:21:40","date_gmt":"2009-10-22T18:21:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=788"},"modified":"2009-10-22T10:21:40","modified_gmt":"2009-10-22T18:21:40","slug":"muffled","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/2009\/10\/22\/muffled\/","title":{"rendered":"muffled"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;d like to think that I&#8217;ve gotten better at keeping my mouth shut and not spewing emotion out it when I automatically feel the desire, well maybe except at 1am from a bar (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=755\">1<\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=780\">2<\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=781\">3<\/a>).\u00a0 The <span style=\"color: #ff0000;\">Draft<\/span> entries in my gmail stare back at me though. It&#8217;s still okay to <a href=\"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=572\">write<\/a> them if you never send them right? It really isn&#8217;t so much that I think I should learn to bottle it up, that is for the best, it is that no one wants to hear it without reluctance in the way that I want to reciprocate. Under those circumstances, it does feel for the best to write to myself, go for a ride, or meet someone for a drink. Distractions until I pass the apex of the emotion.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;d like to think that I&#8217;ve gotten better at keeping my mouth shut and not spewing emotion out it when I automatically feel the desire, well maybe except at 1am from a bar (1, 2, 3).\u00a0 The Draft entries in my gmail stare back at me though. It&#8217;s still okay to write them if you [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/788"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=788"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/788\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":790,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/788\/revisions\/790"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=788"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=788"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=788"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}