{"id":850,"date":"2009-11-09T14:42:21","date_gmt":"2009-11-09T22:42:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=850"},"modified":"2009-11-09T14:42:21","modified_gmt":"2009-11-09T22:42:21","slug":"feel-hold-release","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/2009\/11\/09\/feel-hold-release\/","title":{"rendered":"feel, hold, release."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.google.com\/search?q=how+to+stop+feeling\">Google<\/a>. T sends <a href=\"http:\/\/www.wefeelfine.org\/\">We Feel Fine<\/a>, I poke at it while starting at network traffic diagnosing a firewall issue. I&#8217;m hungry, craving coffee. WFF stumbled me onto a <a href=\"http:\/\/waxelephant.livejournal.com\/5842.html\">journal entry<\/a> about death. I cried. The traffic keeps coming.<\/p>\n<p>My brain reminds me not to confuse missing _ for something emotionally ordained.<\/p>\n<p>I feel like all of my personal relationships have boundaries that are limiting me from letting something important go.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Google. T sends We Feel Fine, I poke at it while starting at network traffic diagnosing a firewall issue. I&#8217;m hungry, craving coffee. WFF stumbled me onto a journal entry about death. I cried. The traffic keeps coming. My brain reminds me not to confuse missing _ for something emotionally ordained. I feel like all [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/850"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=850"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/850\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":851,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/850\/revisions\/851"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=850"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=850"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=850"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}