{"id":888,"date":"2009-12-04T15:43:07","date_gmt":"2009-12-04T23:43:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=888"},"modified":"2009-12-04T15:43:07","modified_gmt":"2009-12-04T23:43:07","slug":"fair","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/2009\/12\/04\/fair\/","title":{"rendered":"fair"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It feels like ages since my last post. I should start considering that a warning sign to take a day off life.<\/p>\n<p>I feel like the older I get, the more compelled I am to be in a relationship, and the less I feel like it is a good idea. Perhaps the drama has been too high.. lately? Or has it always been? My cynicism still lends to the statistic reality of most relationships failing. I&#8217;m a little unhappy with admitting internal pressures are such a significant force. I think we all like to believe they aren&#8217;t, even if they always are. Like if you drill down to happiness, or feeling good about yourself, egoboo, always being at the core of every one of our actions.<\/p>\n<p>I think I just need to be more honest with people about all of this, and not worry so much about the fear of disappointing others.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It feels like ages since my last post. I should start considering that a warning sign to take a day off life. I feel like the older I get, the more compelled I am to be in a relationship, and the less I feel like it is a good idea. Perhaps the drama has been [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/888"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=888"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/888\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":889,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/888\/revisions\/889"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=888"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=888"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=888"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}