{"id":960,"date":"2010-01-14T04:48:21","date_gmt":"2010-01-14T12:48:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/?p=960"},"modified":"2010-01-14T04:48:21","modified_gmt":"2010-01-14T12:48:21","slug":"getting-shit-done","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.loftninjas.org\/rants\/2010\/01\/14\/getting-shit-done\/","title":{"rendered":"getting shit done"},"content":{"rendered":"

The nose isn’t just a little bloody when I blow it now, apparently it’s actively bleeding in my sleep. Only a little, no cause for concern, but I’m finding myself considering the pros and cons of having a nose. I chuckle for a moment remembering M teasing me about a pimple or some other random aberration on my nose I don’t notice due to the lack of use of mirrors.<\/p>\n

At 3:30am, is there too much on my mind to sleep again after five hours of sleep? I find myself doing this math a lot. Sleeping a solid night is really hard. One part stress, one part age, one part heart? Oh, heart. Some days you just don’t know what’s good for you. You’re like a child who wanders into the middle of a movie…<\/p>\n

I thought about reading, but there’s so very much to do at work I might as well drink a cup of coffee (since All City isn’t open yet) and go in. I can always nap there later. <\/p>\n

Some time ago I was writing about fear<\/a>, reading back over it, patterns jump off the page at me. It’s not my fathers duty (or is it?), but if it wasn’t for my heart I’d probably spend a lot of time head down getting shit done. Which would probably be an imbalance.<\/p>\n

I’m still operating on the general belief that I can’t control how I feel but I can control my actions. When people really don’t care how I feel, out of common disinterest in feelings, lack of proximity, or just being emotionally incapable of dealing with it, I have to afford them that and go about my business.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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