I was running out of battery power and had to plug in somewhere there, I don’t think I’m quite ready to stop  writing.

I had a girlfriend once who was perhaps the only person in my life who would tell me that I’ve had lots of opportunities that others haven’t and that I shouldn’t take that for granted. I’m not sure why other people hadn’t said such things, but I can’t recall ever feeling otherwise, or feeling that other people have life so much easier than I do. I sort of act accordingly, the best I can figure, to things as they come. I assume it was some sort of, “get off your britches, you have it easy” remark. But for all of us, the problem isn’t really how easy we have it compared to someone else, it’s what to do about what constitutes the problem to us. I suppose in that context it makes a little sense if you’re coming from the “don’t worry about things that don’t need worrying” sort of point of view. But we worry for reasons I think, so thinking we’re jerks isn’t the solution so much as thinking about why we’re worrying.

I’d like to find a day sometime to convert the old loftpost database to a wordpress compatible format. I can’t image it would be all that tough, but I don’t have a lot of time anymore. When people ask me what games I play these days it’s odd to respond that I don’t. I recall Abner making some comment years ago about growing out of it, and I don’t think it’s that for me, it’s just that I’m busy with other things that perhaps weren’t as attainable in the past, because of location and the level of my maturity.

Alright, I’m getting distracted with music so it’s probably a good time to try to wind down. Hopefully today’s nap won’t keep me up all night reading.